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ear: n; an ear is the outward manifestation of a willingness to take orders… and
to follow them. i write poems for the ear that has been severed. and so,
those with ears will be unable to hear me. not because they are incapable of
hearing me, but because their ears are always full. ease: n; 1. the road to
happiness is paved with pretensions. 2. ease has always been a source
of paralysis. Eckhart: n; living through the language
of another (residue of another's experience) there is only absence,
misunderstanding, distance and difference. only by living through one's own
language (one's own experience) can absence become presence, can
misunderstanding become recognition and identity, can distance become
dissolved, and can union be possible. eclipse: v; people often misunderstand
my work as being depressing, dark. this is because they have stared directly
into it and have consequently been blinded. instead of dealing with it in
such a way they should instead just live in its light, its warmth. economics: n; 1. there are two things in life which one pays dearly for:
stupidity and a lack of humility. 2.
economy is not a house-nimbleness, instead it is an ek-onoma-y , that is, an occupation (y) of those without (ek)
words (onoma). to be word-less is to be mind-less and love-less. an economist
then is the antithesis of the minne-singer. 3. i am not a consumer. i am not an economic variable. i am a
human being. i am the complexity that makes economists run scheming in fright
into their equations. 4. it is
always assumed in any analysis of the efficacy of a created work (of art)
that its audience (perhaps only an audience of one) is contemporary with it.
from this it is assumed that what is ignored or unknown is worthless.
intention may be an assumption of a specific past / tradition and so the intention of any created work is a
privilege and a responsibility of the
future. the insistence on immediate acceptance, this bowing to the
abstraction of the contemporary
audience effectively narrows if not erases this pact, this communication
with the future. 5. some questions
have answers whose reward is less than the cost of all that is required to
find it. such questions should be asked and their answers pursued... to a
point, that point being the realization that there is no longer the
possibility of gaining anything from the search. and so, when what is being
spent searching for an answer to a question is not money or resources, but is
a life— that is, when living is the mode of questioning and when the answer
to this living amounts to less than the cost of that life then one must
cease. 6. if it is a question of the bottom line, of maximizing return, then as Rousseau
says, illegitimate gains and gains made through doing harm always surpass
what can be gained by rendering service. it should come as no surprise that a
society which relies on the bottom line for its social policy is confronted
with suffering, with atrocities. 7.
economics literally means managing the
home. extending its use to mean managing
the state is a metaphorical act— the
state is a home. this is very comforting. it is also untrue. at least in
a caring home, those who cannot function are cared for etc. usually for their
entire lives. it is hard in fact to see the home as anything other than an
embodiment of socialist/communal virtues. 8. “in order to refute the belief of [the others] of their time
who worshipped visible Gods- the Sun, the Moon, the Earth, Water, Sky and so
on— and to prove to them that these Gods were weak and inconstant, or
changeable under the command of an invisible God, they boasted of their
miracles, from which they further sought to prove that the whole of Nature
was directed for their sole benefit by command of the God whom they
worshipped. This idea has found such favour with mankind that they have not
ceased to this day to invent miracles with view to convincing people that
they are more beloved of God than others, and are the final cause of God's
creation and continuous direction of the world.”- Spinoza. eden: n; 1. there was another city already existing outside of eden. this
was the world and it was populated with humans, that is, those living with
the burden of freedom, conscience, thought. eden on the other hand was a
place shut off from the world; its inhabitants were numb, thoughtless,
medicated... automatons. their refuge was gated and they did not have the
power to admit any outsiders. and they could not leave. or rather, they were
told they could not leave. the moment they began to think, the moment they
began to identify with the humane their eden receded and they found
themselves in the turbulent world of others. alive. 2. every slave must listen to the snake in its master's garden in
order to find the apple that it must eat, the apple that is its guarantee of
banishment... freedom. education: n; 1. the presence of a doctor who wishes to
extend life indefinitely is a sign that the system of education, and medical
education in particular, has failed. 2. the goal of all instances
of education should be for the pupil to discover and understand where its
teacher and/or the school ends and therefore strive to transcend it. efficiency: n; there is nothing as
efficient as corporate stupidity/short-sightedness. effort: n; 1. often the only
thing larger than effort is an unhealed familial wound. 2. for the
misanthrope effort is the only unassailable refuge from the masses. égare:
n; straying has become a terminal affair. elaboration: n; an artist maintains a very
specific and intense engagement with the world. the artist does not:
entertain, decorate, illustrate, console, sedate, educate, comment... what
the artist does is create and each creation is the discovery or opening of a
chasm in the world. in a unique and miraculous way the artist renders such
chasms inhabitable. in other words, what the artist achieves with its
creation is an increase in the livable
surface of the world. elements: n; the following are
techniques i commonly use in my approaches to poetry: amphiboly:
saying something which can be taken two ways anagram:
re-arrangement of letters into new significance aposiopesis:
suddenly breaking off speech; the intrusion of silence aphoresis:
loss of beginnings of words (along with apocope,
loss of endings, in coll(i/u)sions) apostrophe:
sudden turning away and invoking or addressing an other. asyndeton:
omission of conjunctions. (also brachyology:
shortening of expressions). caesura:
the cut, or break of the line and the resultant intrusion of silence /
production of a block of meaning. catachresis:
wrong application of a word. related to this (though i don't know whether
there is a term for it) is my technique of generating words from dubious or
false etymologies (see paranomosia). ellipsis:
deficiency. (in the service of silence, negation) enjambment:
forcing together of lines / phrases. works in conjunction with caesura. hypallage: n; transferring an epithet from
the more to the less natural of a group of nouns. e.g. my grandmother's dead
words, rather than the words of my dead grandmother. hyperbole: exaggeration. in contrast to meiosis / litotes. meiosis
/ litotes: use
of understatement (use of negative) for impression. in contrast to hyperbole. metaphor: the deity of all techniques
(includes kenning: e.g.
heart-purse) oxymoron
/ paradox: used
for disruptive, rationally upsetting effects. a quick way into the poetic
province. paranomosia: making suggestive use of
similarity between different words or a word's different senses. for example: i) live
and leave are inflections of the
verb to love. ii)
here hear the throne-cast the thrown-caste seed their descent cede their dissent iii) inspiration means to in-spire, that
is, to build spires (cathedrals) within. pregnant
expression: expressed statement contains an implied one. synecdoche:
a part which implies that the whole be understood. tmesis:
n; splitting of a compound word by another word. emotion: n; an emotion may be something
we strive for, something which is so intense and which radiates such an
expansive aura we feel we have already attained it. this feeling of attaining
something which has in reality receded from us, which has been deferred is
the essence of an emotion. a particular emotion is then a particular way of
deluding oneself, a particular mode of mis-possession, a particular form of
separation from a desired end. empty: adj; 'alternative lifestyles'
seem today to be abundant in variety and popular maxims for living. each form
of such a lifestyle is a form of social / political engagement. at the same
time they are hyperbolic and empty in the sense that they testify
to less exotic and more effective modes of social / political engagement
which may not be available, desirable, understood, or recognized. as a
footnote, the ethic i am doing what i
want may also achieve exactly what the rulers want if for example one is being a good little capitalist
/ consumer remaining economically active and politically and intellectually
sterile. encounter: n; 1. when i try to imagine the setting in which my writing
encounters a reader, when i try and think of where they must find themselves
when they are face to face with my writing, i see a clearing in a forest into
which we both enter from opposite directions; we are both exhausted as we
have each travelled a great distance. 2.
those who claim to love nature
would be destroyed if they ever encountered it. 3. i have seen how it happens,
how a writer encounters the power of the word, the indisputable power of a
personal encounter with the word, and instead of pursuing the proper path
which is the end-poem, the end-note, the blank page, the writer cowers and
turns into a cul-de-sac. and from here the writer moves into a predictable
comfort and starts excreting a thoroughly reduced and degraded material which
is then bound and presented to a people as though it is something which they
should run their fingers through, something which they should sit alone with
and ponder. end:
n; 1. i had a dream that the world had progressed to a state
where no one was able to have children. people tried continuously but all
children were stillborn. there was much grief; it was a culture solely
concerned with grief, in fact. yet, each stillborn child was being
delivered into a state which it would one day attain— death; and moreover,
each stillborn child had by-passed a life of suffering. and so, the grief
which hung heavily upon every hour was only a concentration of grief which,
if spread out over a lifetime would be called joy, or at least contentment. there was of course much concern over
the inability to produce children. a sterile world was abhorrent and so all
available resources went towards solving the problem of infertility and
sterility. and of course people kept trying to procreate and this only caused
the necropolis of stillborn children to expand. years passed and still no solution could
be found. it seemed as if everything had been tried but still no children
appeared. eventually the inevitable, which could no longer be avoided, became
unbearable. the end… of history, of time— such a thing is unthinkable for the
mass of humanity. and so, as the human world struggled towards extinction
those who suffered most were those who could not even bear the possibility of
this inevitability. now, given the length of human history, for one to exist
at its culmination and still fail to grasp the central fact of our existence—
i, you, we end… suffering seems an appropriate, even a mild
consequence. 2. if in the beginning there was the word, at the
end there will be only the media. ending: n; the story ends, the poem
ends, where there are no words. therefore, one shouldn't look for the end of
a work at its physical tail, one should look at every edge of the work
because at every edge, if one proceeds long enough, words will no longer be. endurance: n; endurance ultimately returns as affliction. engage: v; “I held my peace, and I will
reproach myself for the rest of my life for my silence and my patience”
-Diderot. this statement by an artist is a warning to everyone who wishes to
create. silence and patience are
precisely what keep the amateur from becoming the engaged artist. english: n; 1. a miserable ocean. 2.
because of the scarcity of homophones (and the paucity of puns) english
exhibits a strong disambiguating tendency. 3. a problem with english
is that its sentence structure prejudices nouns at the expense of adjectives.
for example in the phrase a red leaf red is an attribute of a
particular thing that is subsumed under a universal called leaf. in
french, in the same phrase une feuille rouge it is a leaf which is an
instance of the perception of red. in other words, english subjugates our
perceptions to abstractions, to invisible authorities. 4. it is
possible to speak english without opening one’s mouth. this is no doubt the
reason for its success amongst the family of world languages. enigma: n; those enigmas which inform
our lives are not things to be solved. they are to be caressed. enjambment: n; enjambment separates sense
(understanding) from sound (the spoken, the written), or more correctly,
dissolves the illusion (e.g. prose) that sense and sound are unified. enlightenment: n; 1. there is a link between thinking and being, between saying and
doing. 2. the enlightenment
project practiced deconstruction and reconstruction. it was the knowledge
gained in the process of deconstruction that made reconstruction possible.
this differentiates enlightenment from current efforts which work under the
name of deconstruction. a
characteristic of contemporary deconstructive work is that there is rarely an
ensuing reconstruction. this may be due to the fact that the deconstruction
was only a destruction— that is, instead of dismantling something and
subsequently learning something from the process, something was destroyed to
such a degree that nothing could be learned from the event and nothing could
be reconstructed from the debris. 3.
the artist, the writer, understands at certain auspicious moments that a
person is not born to die but to begin, again, and again, and again... 4.
“humanity cannot be enlightened because it itself was the false premise of
enlightenment” – P. Sloterdijk. 5. sometimes enlightenment leads to
terror. enslavement: n; the paradox of freedom is
that anything used to sever a chain that binds proves to be a link in a more
subtle (and no less restrictive) chain. entelechy: n; the actualization of
potential. the soul has been defined as such a process. in this sense the
soul is an act which serves to perfect (or complete, perhaps only as
delusion) the human substance. entertainment: n; 1. what is wrong with entertainment?
firstly, everything is wrong with wanting to be entertained when your house
is on fire. secondly, if one is an entertainer, that is, if entertainment is
the limit of one’s effort, then this should be proclaimed. those who are
entertainers seemingly do not wince at being called artists; as well,
entertainers benefit from the deliberate confusion between artist and entertainer
and never take steps to clear up the confusion. what i call entertainers
are those who are unwilling to make the sacrifices and decisions and to bear
the responsibilities that are the requirements of being an artist. the
entertainer offers up a steady feast of consumables for eager gobblers
(controversy being a particularly tasty item on the menu). of course, being
an entertainer entitles one to rewards—banality, delusion, and a profound
detachment from authentic experience… quite a prize, yet a fitting one. 2.
at the various banquets of life entertainers sit at the lowest table, with
the animals, eating, grovelling, and quarrelling. epiphany: n; 1. every molecule in our bodies, every thing in existence is
epiphanous in the same manner. everything speaks, this is not all that i am. i am also of that other which i can never
know or experience directly. the sound of all these voices, this
expression of the universe, is deafening and makes it difficult to hear
oneself speak. 2. something grabs
hold of what is essential in me and i am shaken so that my fruit falls to the
ground. epistemology: n; a claim to knowledge is a
claim to have justified belief (as
a claim to non-knowledge is a claim to have
unjustified belief). epitaph: n; there are still songs to be sung on
the other side of mankind. -P.C. equilibrium: n; the balancing of bodies
through the medium of an instrument. equivalence: n; the desire to live and the fear
of death are not the same thing — as everyone should know. erotica: n; metaphorical sexuality. as
an extension of this, as eroticism is an opening up of an aspect of our existence,
namely sexuality, so too are other aspects of our existence opened up. the
active ingredient in this opening up i believe is the metaphor and the
metaphorical experience on an individual level. erratic: n; speech without knowledge of
basic grammar, writing without the ability to spell, communication premised
on an effortless exchange of clichés and idioms... this is an unfortunate
feature of the contemporary landscape. it brings to mind the insight of
Rousseau, namely that language is the
locus of the authentic self. if this is the case then such failures of
linguistic competence are indications of simply a presence and not an
authentic being, an effect endlessly repeated and not an intentional act.
geologically speaking such presences are erratics as opposed something more
foundational or structural. error: n; 1. one should never
confuse isolating forces with civilizing forces. 2. not admitting an
error was an error is a far greater assault on truth than the error itself
for the reason that the possibility of truth is denied and is overcome by an
leap of faith. escape: v; the world has you and
refuses to let you go. it is the possessive lover that cannot let you out of
its sight. this particular bondage we call life. we are closest to the world, in its embrace, when we are
lying on it, when we are prone.
escape is possible; sometimes we lie in the world's arms, faking affection—
we call this sleep and dreaming is our escape. unfortunately,
dreaming is noisy and we are sluggish and the world catches us and punishes
us with waking. sometimes, lying in
the world's arms we manage to lull it to sleep and then we make a noiseless,
swift escape. death is the name,
the sound, of the world waking to the absence of its loved one. eschatology: n; every proclamation of an
end is just a continuation and buttressing of existing power structures /
relationships. essence: n; that i exist in this time implies necessarily that i
am of this time. the expression of
my voice/vision in its purest form would then be as close as i could go
toward mirroring the essence or echoing the silence of this/my time. my purified vision would then be formless,
soundless. eternity: n; 1. to understand the
concept of eternity one must understand it as a level of experience which is
outside of time. at such a level of experience events such as epics, stories,
myths, folk tales etc. occur and end continuously within you. you are never
aware of this level of activity. therefore, to read a piece of
literature and insist that it hasn't
happened to me, this hasn't happened in my life and therefore the work is
invalid is wrong. things have happened and do happen in your life only
you are not aware of them. just think, the grail quest inside both of us has
begun and ended in this short time. it has begun and ended again. and again.
christ will be born and crucified before you can turn your eyes from these
words. in this way literature is infinite, eternal. at the personal level, in
a framework of personal time there are perhaps countless stories occurring.
interestingly, there are very few if any of these stories which are ever
concluded. in short, we are in our imperfections, many fragments of stories,
re-tellings. 2. “mute nonsense”- Miroslav Holub. ethics: n; 1. a familiar bench in a crowded park. 2. often it is a deferral of thought. eulogy:
n; a writer must write all that is possible before life arrives with its
burdensome proposals to write the only thing that life cares to read—
eulogies. evacuation: n; 1. the evacuation of private life, the overrunning of public
spaces by what was once private (via cell phones, humiliation-based media,
etc.) is a sign that the commandments of the Nietzschean herd are being adhered to— there must be no secrets, you must express your inner nature by clear
and constant signs. 2. when
someone admits they are attempting to answer
the question of existence, of life, they need to be informed of the
futility of their efforts. life is not a question; life is an evacuation. evening: v; evening is always a verb. event: n; often, what is considered
impossible is only improbable and is waiting to be completely dismissed so
that it can finally happen. eventuality: n; rent is followed by asunder. evidence: n; 1. evidence is more of a legislation than a game. the legal
reference to the word evidence points to this. what the legislation says is
this: in order for something to exist or for a phenomenon to have occurred
(e.g. a life) there must be evidence to support it. if this is the
legislation (or boundary condition) then what types of phenomenon (lives)
does it allow to exist? where are the boundaries of what is and what is not
(a life)? 2. evidence will not be
understood. 3. what makes itself
apparent through evidence is a concern with gender. more specifically, with
(the possibility of finding) a definition of gender-as-lived and not
gender-as-concept or gender-as-biological-ideal. the strategy employed is
that of a female (diarist) written by a man. if this strategy is understood
literally, then a problem arises. since this is being written by a white male
it is true that it is written from a position of privilege. the concern with
the neutralization of gender is therefore a privileged concern (for someone
not privileged, for someone marginalized such a neutralization is an
eradication of their identity, an identity which those in power would gladly
see eradicated, forever unrecognized). if however, the strategy employed in
evidence is understood metaphorically (which it should be, as should all my
work) then the problem above vanishes. what we are left with, the man
writing/thinking as woman, the gender neutralization, becomes hyperbolic.
that is, what is presented is an extreme case of anti-masculinity, of male
possibility in a world infested with its privilege. 4. evidence is the privilege of presence; from it the absent, the
unrepresentable are always excluded. 5.
the danger in finding what ails or persecutes us is that we are usually only
finding an abandoned shell. our ailment/persecution remains at large. 6. evidence itself is evidence of the
constraint / device used to perceive/gather it. 7. if history is nothing more than the parade of metaphors, then
the fact that poets (who are the master of metaphor construction and metaphor
literacy) are so ridiculously undervalued is evidence of the blindness of
society and the power of the dominant ideologies to blind. 8. the proof of a spiritual reality
is when your house is still standing but your home has collapsed. 9. evidence is the
repeated collision of irreconcilabilities. 10. evidence is insinuated by Marcus Aurelius when he says briefly, all the things of the body, a
river; all the things of the spirit, dream and delirium. 11. great art makes evident that
there is something which escapes mediation but which makes use of (a form of)
mediation... the way a diver makes use of a cliff. and so, for art that is
not great, for art that is not really art but only entertainment, there is
never anything except mediation...
there is no diver, no leap. 12.
when i look at, when i step into the world and witness the overwhelming
evidence of generations of bondage which has been so all encompassing that it
no longer needs to be subtle, the world seems somewhat depressing. but
then... there are moments in anyone's life when the chains miraculously fall
away. the truly depressing reality exposes itself when a person in such an
instance of freedom does whatever is necessary to re-enslave themselves, to
gird and bind themselves and protect themselves against any future miracles of
this kind. 13. i read philosophers not to apprehend the consequences
of their work— their systems, abstractions, arguments— but for the traces of
a living mind that are evident in their efforts and in all they may have been
unable to build… their ruins… their persistence. evil: n; 1. to persist in a course of action or in the desire for a state
of affairs without understanding (or even admitting) the negative, necessary
entailments of that action or state of affairs is an example of ignorance. however,
when these negative, necessary entailments are understood and the course
action or the situation is still desired then ignorance cannot be used as an
excuse. 2. “an inadequate idea”. -
Spinoza. 3. the fundamental question, the question from which the
infinity of questions called living emanate is: how am i, as a
being, related to suffering? this question presumes the existence of both
being and suffering; in fact, the two are co-existent. it may be that evil,
as such, does not exist but is only a name given to the symptoms which arise
from the failure to address the fundamental question. in this sense,
denial (of the question and of its entailments) is the worst thing a person
could do— the primary transgression, thoroughly unoriginal yet
ever-present as a possibility, coiled in the tangle of darkness above us,
speaking in an animal whisper, tempting us to forget, to deny our one and
only truth. 4. evil is committed to reality in ways that goodness
often does not have the strength to realize.
evolution: n; if evolution is a process
where the effect is never > the cause, then it is a continuation of a
present state of affairs. speciation represents a rift in the evolutionary
process, it represents a discontinuation of a present state of affairs and the
origination of a new state of affairs (whether this event is adaptive or not
is a secondary observation which is determined after the occurrence of the
event). speciation is an act of negation, the effect is > the cause, the
effect transcends the cause (the young is reproductively isolated from kin,
that is, the evolutionary process has come to an end in their being). when i look at an evolutionary
tree diagram (where the points of divergence of the branches are species
boundaries) i see the branches to be representations of evolutionary
(perpetuating) processes whereas the points of divergence are events of
negation. from this i would say that there are two types of events which
occur in life (inheritable) systems: the first are evolutionary (perpetuating)
forces; the second are events of negation. an evolutionary event can be said
to result necessarily in some surviving effect (offspring) for the reason
that we can only observe survivors (and the adaptability or non-adaptability
of their inherited traits). an event of negation on the other hand need not
necessarily survive. we only observe the subset that do survive. we call the
effects of these events speciation. the difference between these two
processes may be that of a local alteration as opposed to a global
alteration. exception: n; “the exception seeks the
universal he is not” - Karl Jaspers. exchange: v; 1. my computer listens silently to me and remembers everything
except the most important thing about communication and that is the manner in
which things are said. it keeps a record of the footprints, of the path taken
but can reveal nothing of how heavily, how unwillingly the steps were taken. 2. the truths available in my poems
are not on loan. you must pay the full price, in advance. exemplification: n; if there is no creation ex nihilo then something is
always derived from something else, from some prior presence. whatever is
(present/observed) is always exemplary of its making/perception/stability. exercise: generally exercise is a misunderstanding of exorcise,
a confusion which is enacted. exhaust: v; everyone should attempt to exhaust writers. only those writers
that persist after our greatest refutations are worthy of being
inhabited. exile: n; 1. i come from a faraway place... some call it home. not my home, or your home.
it is nothing that particular, nothing that can ever be so specifically
identified/returned to. ever. 2.
what is regarded as gifted, as genius, is still in contact with, or
intelligible to, that which regards it as such. what is truly genius is
unnoticed due to its unintelligibility. there exists no contact between such
truly revolutionary work and the time which surrounds it. it is as though the
work (and the creator) are in a meta-temporal (or atemporal) place from which
they can regard their time but from
which place others cannot experience them. 3. “to converse with those of other ages and to travel, are
almost the same thing... when too much time is occupied in travelling, we
become strangers to our native country”- Descartes. 4. how many others have been born into an age that contains no
one with whom they can speak to of the things that matter most to them? how
many have been condemned to exist in a time from which their only true sense
of communication comes from imagining an attentive audience in some uncertain
future, or from patiently receiving familiar whispers escaping from forgotten
eras? 5. there are aspects of a
person that resist representation. in a representational democracy these are
the unseen, the unvoiced, the alien. any consensus, any dialogue necessarily
excludes these aspects. the greater the proportion of a person which is
resistant to representation the greater is their alienation. and the more
expansive is the distance they must return from their exile. 6. the poet's required task, its true
calling is to exile itself from its country. in so doing it will discover
that what it always considered to be its country was never its country. its
true country is its language and from this a poet must never become exiled. 7. “we must get away from the crowds
within ourselves”- Montaigne. 8. “all commentary is itself an act of
exile” – G. Steiner. existence: n; to out-stand, which is to esse-stand,
which is the standing of to be.
this implies a movement of to be
from the realm of its possibility to the realm where that possibility is
realized. there are then these three realms: i)
no-thing-ness, ii) to be iii) the standing-out of to be (existence). exodus:
n; when, by the very people who are supposed to be involved in public
affairs, a public space is referred to as a household, then it is time to
grab what you can carry and run away from home. expansion: n; as i age space expands. the
time of my living (internal sense of time) seems more rapid in its passing
than i remember it to be/experienced it when i was younger. my clock appears
to tick more rapidly as i age because the space of my living has expanded
(that clock, think of it as a yardstick, has been stretched). it is
interesting that expand is related to spawn, suggesting a sense of
creation/growth. think of a tree as being. consider all that is not the tree to be non-being. the tree in winter has bare
branches. there is nothing on the branches except scars where perhaps leaves
once were. in spring a bud appears (so it seems from nothing). the bud then
expands, its living-space eventually stretches into a leaf. when there is no
more expansion possible, that is, when there is no more time available for
the leaf to reach into, when there
is no more growing or greening to do then the expansion stops. the tree pulls
back from its leaf (from that space). the leaf colors (an absence of
greening) and then falls away. the leaf exists in its colored state and in
its fallen state as a memory of the leaf that was. once the leaf has fallen
that place on the branch where it was attached is in the same state it was in
originally, that is, in a state of nothingness. the pulling away of the tree
from the leaf then is a contraction, and even though the leaf may be attached
to the tree it is so only apparently (or as an after-image or shadow of its
previous existence). from the tree's perspective there is no leaf, only
nothingness. experience: n; 1. to go through, to go out of. to gain (knowledge) by repeated
trials. there is always a risk accompanying such attempts. where no such risk
is admitted, there can be no (new) experience. 2. a child of fear and risk. expression: n; 1. expression is the specific altering of external reality and is
the opposite of impression. in terms of the subject/individual, an impression
is in fact the expression of objective reality. the converse is also true,
speaking objectively, expression of subjective reality impresses (alters)
objective reality. if one were to collapse the subject-object dipole, if one
were able to psychologically identify with the object and thus dissolve one's
relationship to it, then expression and impression as processes no longer
exist or are no longer meaningful. (see seal). 2. if any phenomenon is viewed as an expression, as an
out-pushing of something, then any expression necessarily possesses the
contours of its origin and therefore must speak its origin (origin = those
limitations which allow the expression to exist). expression is then
exemplification, a revelation, a self-turning and re-turning into a presence. extinction: n; 1. with an eternity
on either side of us we want more of life. whatever we are given is always somehow
insufficient. and what's more, many expect that the extension of our
insignificance should be a research goal and should be publicly funded.
wouldn't it be better to take these funds and deliver them to those who are
suffering, that is, to those who have been given too much life ? 2. only man can invent his own extinction.
when a means to such an end has been achieved, the end has also been
acheived. time, as a form of despair, separates the two for as long as
possible until at last its strength fails and the unified nature of the
catastrophe is realized. extreme: n; taking an extreme position
indicates a failure to understand the problem / question. |